Sister dearest(poem)
Sometimes i wonder
If she ever loved me
Was her hatred ever dimmed enough to feel something other than envy
I love her
And once even liked her.
Once.
Does she remember?
What we are.
The same seed
Both watered by fallen tears
Separate womb
Blossomed onto eachothers face
Why does it matter?
Sister dearest,
Why are you so sad?
I can see the broken longing child behind the forest in your eyes.
Why do you despise me so?
I can see the flurry of curses between those phony curved lips .
Sister dearest, tell me why i never saw it before,
Why was i so blind?
Why wont you answer me ?
Why dont you care?
Why did things have to be this way ?
Would it have been any different were we of the same womb?
Sister dearest
I bleed
Sister dearest
I yearn
Sister dearest
It hurts
Sister dearest
isnt there
Sister dearest
Doesnt care
Sister dearest
Why did you lie to a shattered spirit,
Sister dearest
Why did you kick me and laugh when i was already broken?!
Sister dearest
Why bother pretending.
Why waist your breath!
Why fake the smiles!
Why pretend to love me?!
Why fake sympathy
Why hide the truth if you were burning to hurt me?
It wouldve been best to pierce this cotton heart with the spear of truth.
Youd have my distance
Youd have my pain
Youd have it all.
Why?!
Sister dearest
I miss you
Sister dearest
I car
Sister dearest
I wish we could have been more
Sister dearest
I wish you happiness
Sister dearest
I lovw you
But
Sister,
i must let you go.
In Our Stars 